she's back

to college.
got F in maths. :))
yesterday she was calling me and i didnot lift the phone coz i was unable to call her back. Rakesh screwed everything up by lifting the cell. Thank god! Utkarsh handled the things. Otherwise I was dead.

I called her back today. Everything was fine. With some lies. I told her that I will be unable to call her, for i dont have any bucks. And asked her to call me for the month.

Somthing is going wrong. Really very very wrong. I am not able to be comfortable as i used to. Something is different. I dont't know what and why. Maybe I am not able to talk for long time. Its been about 3 months, i didnot talk to her properly. I can't help that. No money here. Sad.

We are in a deadlock now. She thinks I am changing and not caring her like i used to, and same here. A communication gap. I love you jaan. A lot.