my problem

My Personal Problem
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My biggest problem is that I do not understand anything as a problem,
but think it as a way of living. I undergo things like anger,
frustation. But I never thought them as problems. I decided to show my
anger or show my frustation, I do it. Just like another emotion like
laughter etc. Very often when things go against me, my thoughts, I feel
frustrated. Very badly. Similirly I become angry very soon. But I never
consider them as problems, because I want show my anger or frustration
when its there. Also I am very moody. But again I want to be like that.
If I don't consider anything as problem then why am I writing this as
a problem? Because I won't say that I am perfect. Something
contravarsial. Right? So this can be the problem.

Anger and Frustration
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I get angry and frustrated very soon, and very often. The cause is then
things happen they I don't want them to happen. Or when I see some sort
of restrictions on me. Someone checking my freedom, frustrates me the
most. The real problem is not these emotions, but the way I can behave
when I am angry or frustrated. I am very destructive and I can hurt
( emotionally ) anyone when I am frustrated or angry. Again I don't
consider that as a problem for I think that my good friends should
understand me. There is another problem related to anger and
frustration, which I would consider a genuine problem. It doesnot let me
work. I can not concentrate on my work say studies when I am frustrated.